26 September 2004

Mid-autumn

Mid autumn festival is my favorite festival of the year, although chirstmas is a close second. Everything about it is nice. The nice lanterns, the nice mooncakes(not too sweet), the sound of playing children, and the cool night wind. Its so private, unlike other festivals. No need to entertain anyone u don't like. A few close friends, or even alone with the moon.
I would love to roam the park with a nice candle lantern(always wish to have a hammer handy when i'm around one of those battery ones with build-in beeper.), sail paper boats on the pool, long dreamy stare into the skys...maybe even go admire the lanterns. Problem is, its so strange to do all this alone. Who can make the time? They should really make it a public holiday. I mean u wants more babies right? I think mid-autumn is a 100 times more romantic then valentine. Its the most beautiful, warm-hearting time of the year.
Who to spent it with? Who to spent it with?

25 September 2004

Dream life

This is freaking me out! Ever had the feeling u have been living in a dream world. Like neo in the matrix? Well i have been sleeping so irregularly and so often that i started having 'normal' dreams. Dreams that i do 'almost' normal things. All my friends appears in my dreams. Well, most of the girls anyway. But guys really do exist. As the border thinned, I have started telling things i want to tell my friends in real life, in my dreams. Then i woke up with confessing memories about what had actually happened in the past. Was that part in a dream? Or did i really said that to him? Weird huh. I do all sorts of things in dreams. Interact with all sorts of people. And i see all the friends i miss in them.

In the past, people believed that we lived on a piece of flat ground. Some ancient civilizations believed that the world was carried on top of a giant turtle. A little while ago, we were told that we live on a globe that spins around a bigger globe. And the whole thing spins around with other stuff that's too vast to comprehend. Add space, and time and gravity to the whole mess and some extra ingredients we don't really know. And that's just 1 universe.

The truth is. And we all know the truth. We live in a world that spins, between our ears.

14 September 2004

So, what's up

Finally clearing my leave. The last few week can best be described as "confuseing". Ever have days where u are so busy doing nothing? Sorting out my personal life and clearing my room proofs to be major work. There's appointment to be made, errands to be run and there's stuff in my closet running back to my secondary school days. I still got my sec1 texts for whatever sake.

bbq? Hurt my heart to see people unhappy. On a brighter note, i've got a list of movies i wan to watch. Garfield, terminal, new police story...so anyone out there wana treat me to a movie? Man, i'm broke. Just recieved my last pay check from saf. Hey, finally i'm on my own.But problem is that i still get calls from camp. Doing stock take i think. Hello? I can't spent my life solving your fucking problems.

Just had a gathering with my old bmtc mates, everyone still the same. Bless all of them. Saw some friends off on oversea trips, one guy nearly died(ok, so it's not his fault), finally get to paying my bills and sign up for courses(did i mention how poor i'm?), got a gmail account(who want one?), finally get around to do that volunteer tution thingy(wish me luck on this one), met a few primary school friends, room still in a mess, well life in a mess too, 2many things going on. Feel like sleeping all the time, got to get a job. Feel to go back aikido 2morrow.

Channel i new series: Dead like me is nice. I like it.

8 September 2004

Think Twice

I got this insightful e-mail from a friend. Thought i'll doll it up a little and load it up.
(Took me whole night, required reading!) Think Twice!


Dear God, be good to me.
The sea is so wide,
and my boat is so small.
-Breton Fisherman's Prayer