Rhinoceros!

A tree is either growing, or it's dying. Just like us really.
The past one month I have taken on more work scoop and responsibility. Mainly due to the high turn over rate at my department. Very sad to see so many good friends leaving. It's beginning to seem like that the only proof of your ability is to resign. I have to say that the stress is getting to me, plainly, I can't breath there.

frankly, I don't agree with some of the things my org is doing and the ways we are doing it; And the people, oh the people, it only I can fire all of them. My inability to bring do anything about it, added by addition work load is killing me.

Looking back, I use to attack life with such energy. I enjoyed work, had dreams and wild ideas(being a masseur?), excised, aikido, sculpted balloons, took courses.
Now, I can barely get out of bed, hasn't being to aikido for like forever, can't sculpt a dog to save my life, and worst, have this really nasty temper and carries a frown wherever I go.

I need an exit, fast.

Being taking some personality test online(ask me how to get free reports from tickle.com!) and considering applying for U.

p/s: A friend who resigned, told me about a French play call: "rhinoceros", about a town where everyone is slowing turning into a rhinoceros, except for one person. I feel like that sometime.

Yibei's birthday party

ohhh... What are friends for?

Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon 2005

It took me 2 hours 39 minutes and 35 seconds, but I did it.

Oh-oh, I forgot about the marathon

I just realise that i will be running 21km in 6 days time. Wonder where i can get some steroid online?

A beautiful finish for the CGW

The schools carvinal finally came to a close, goodness, i was in office with Vaan till 2.30am for a few nights. Not to mention that i reported for work at 8.30am as usual. Didn't really remember how i got involve in all this...
I think it started with a email from Joe at the Environmental Council asking for volunteers for quite a few events. I'was interested in volunteering for a few, and seeing NEA name on it, naturally wanted to offer my help to NEA first(browniee points, yes?). I started asking around and got my name listed down in 2 of them. So thats how it happened, i guess.

I must say i work my ass off these events on top of my work and during my week-ends and ALs, and i love it!

School Carnival'05

Wow, I just got back home. Was in office till 0:14am. Is that a record or what. Helping Vaanthy with the school carnival for CGW. Wondering what i have got myself into. Oh what the heck, let's just dive down.

Clean and Green Week Balloon sculpting photo

We had a blast!

Balloons sculpting

Wow, what a day. Saw Clara, and sis all in one day at the Clean and Green week opening. Those balloons had me aching at my fingers and the screming kids gave me a throbbing headache. Well in fact my whole body aches, most noticablely my legs because I stood for like 9 straight hours.
Gained my first balloon line work experience. Going for some more 2morrow.